Tsubasa Drabble
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briteskiesI was asked today by someone if I would write a Seishirou/Subaru fic! Yay! I never have before, but I LOVE that parring. So very much. So I said I would. I've never gotten a fic request before! I was am really excited about it! So, I've been tossing around ideas in my head... and I think I'm going to do a Seishirou/Vampire!Subaru fic. Most likely anyway. Because I think I can have fun with that.
And you may (or may not) have noticed by the title of this post, but I have a drabble for youl! XD I'm not prone to drabble writing, actually but I did one. So, I might as well share it.
As I said, I never do these... so be warned. But here it is...
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With a blatant look of pain and fear smeared across his face, he stood there in slight shock, caressing his cheek with his own slim hand. There would be a bruise there tomorrow.
But he didn’t say anything.
Lately, he had been rather short on his cheeky, quick retorts anyway.
In fact, they hardly talked anymore.
But they were talking now. Or rather, Kurogane was yelling, and Fai was being forced to listen.
“Stop being so stupid. I’m tired of your bullshit!” he fumed, rubbing tenderly at the knuckles of his own right hand.
“If you are so tired of me then, why don’t you just leave me alone,” Fai snapped bitterly. His one remaining, icy blue eye narrowing dangerously. He was a very handsome man, and looked about as harmless as a snowflake until you angered him enough. But Kurogane was not afraid of him.
“I’m not leaving you alone, so get used to it.” Kurogane could see the flicker of curiosity in a corner of his eye.
He wanted to ask why.
But he didn’t and he never would. He was far too afraid of what that answer might be.
“Because I know better.”
“Because I am better.”
“Because I love you.”
There was nothing worse than that answer.
But as time pressed on, as life got harder, as each world came crashing down around them, he only realized more that he had not pushed away soon enough. He had been foolish to think that he could stay with them. He had been foolish to ever believe that he would be able to really smile. He didn’t deserve to smile. But for some reason, even if it had been for a moment, he had forgotten that. And he blamed Kurogane for this, more than anyone.
“I don’t have anything to say to you,” was all he said before turning and trying to leave.
There he went again. Running away. It was all he ever did. And secretly, he longed for the day someone would really catch him. But he didn’t want to think about it. It only hurt worse to realize it was likely that no one ever would.
“You never do,” was all Kurogane could respond. And then Fai just turned around and smiled. Kurogane knew he did such things now to try and make him mad. Fai was well aware how much Kurogane hated that smile of his.
But Kurogane did not hate his smile.
Just that smile.
That smile that said, everything and nothing all at once. That smile that said, “You’re right. But I’m never telling you…”
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And you may (or may not) have noticed by the title of this post, but I have a drabble for youl! XD I'm not prone to drabble writing, actually but I did one. So, I might as well share it.
As I said, I never do these... so be warned. But here it is...
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With a blatant look of pain and fear smeared across his face, he stood there in slight shock, caressing his cheek with his own slim hand. There would be a bruise there tomorrow.
But he didn’t say anything.
Lately, he had been rather short on his cheeky, quick retorts anyway.
In fact, they hardly talked anymore.
But they were talking now. Or rather, Kurogane was yelling, and Fai was being forced to listen.
“Stop being so stupid. I’m tired of your bullshit!” he fumed, rubbing tenderly at the knuckles of his own right hand.
“If you are so tired of me then, why don’t you just leave me alone,” Fai snapped bitterly. His one remaining, icy blue eye narrowing dangerously. He was a very handsome man, and looked about as harmless as a snowflake until you angered him enough. But Kurogane was not afraid of him.
“I’m not leaving you alone, so get used to it.” Kurogane could see the flicker of curiosity in a corner of his eye.
He wanted to ask why.
But he didn’t and he never would. He was far too afraid of what that answer might be.
“Because I know better.”
“Because I am better.”
“Because I love you.”
There was nothing worse than that answer.
But as time pressed on, as life got harder, as each world came crashing down around them, he only realized more that he had not pushed away soon enough. He had been foolish to think that he could stay with them. He had been foolish to ever believe that he would be able to really smile. He didn’t deserve to smile. But for some reason, even if it had been for a moment, he had forgotten that. And he blamed Kurogane for this, more than anyone.
“I don’t have anything to say to you,” was all he said before turning and trying to leave.
There he went again. Running away. It was all he ever did. And secretly, he longed for the day someone would really catch him. But he didn’t want to think about it. It only hurt worse to realize it was likely that no one ever would.
“You never do,” was all Kurogane could respond. And then Fai just turned around and smiled. Kurogane knew he did such things now to try and make him mad. Fai was well aware how much Kurogane hated that smile of his.
But Kurogane did not hate his smile.
Just that smile.
That smile that said, everything and nothing all at once. That smile that said, “You’re right. But I’m never telling you…”
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Date: 2007-05-19 02:12 pm (UTC)dosent surprise me that someone requested something for ;D